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Thursday, December 31
2010 is at the door!

Oh shucks, it's already the last day of 2009. I've yet to pen (blog em) down so many good things that has been happening so far!

Alright, it seems that time is not on my side now cos i just had too lil time at home, like even now i need to get ready, never mind about the massive blisters and aching feet, i will however still be out of the house and welcome 2010 with a big bang. Even if it means not partying in a club cos i 've already had way too much of that last night! it was pre-party towards 2010 people! so jumping on my feet again tonight seems like a NO GO baby. ohh, last night was just insane. i effing guarantee that it's gonna be jampacked and it's 10014584 times insane-R that last night, totally!

so fireworks for me tonight , a decent greetings to the new year:)

Since it's new year. new you, i mean new me. here's my new year new me resolution and for all to consider for themselves.
"Read less books. A little learning is a dangerous thing. Too much of it can really wreck your head.
Gain weight, at least 40 pounds. Didn't your mom always say you were bit skinny.

Cut down on exercise. Too much is bad for your health, it can even kill you.

Watch more TV. It's very educational. Catch up on all those programs you missed down the years.

Draw up a list of people who were nasty to you in the past year, get your own back on them in the next year!

Drink more. Wasn't it Benjamin Franklin who said, beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy. So be happy.

Eat more nice things like candy, Big Macs, popcorn and ice cream. Eat less crap like fresh fruit, vegetables and soy nuts.

Work less. Take it easy. All work and no play can make you a dull boy or girl.

Play more computer games. Scientists say they're good for you and improve your visual skills. But you always knew that.

Take up some worthwhile new habit, like smoking - it helps keep tobacco workers in jobs."


Nah, I'm just crapping! I'll post up proper 'new year, new me resolutions' soooon.
Cheers to all, let's welcome 2010 with a big bang!
My wishes for myself and allll in year 2010!

Great start for Jan,
Love for Feb,
Peace for march,
No worries for April
Fun for May,
Joy for June to Nov,
Happiness for Dec,
Have a lucky and wonderful 2010.

I'll butt out for now yaw. doll up time. :::)))
xoxoxo

my butterfly feeling flutters 5:16:00 PM




Wednesday, December 23
blah blah.

it has been the worst Sunday of all in year 2009 for me. i woke up feeling dizzy and nauseous. I threw up and passed out several times and got into bed and threw up again and again, and that happened at least about 12548554th times to be exact. I was throwing up the whole Sunday and Monday was kinda dizzy and the next thing i need is gastric attack! how awesome is that! so just imagine how baaad was that? Dear doc, 2 days MC ain't enough doc.
Even that, it's like 1 and a half day MC cos I juuuust HAD to come to office to clear some urgent irritating stuff and thankfully, i managed to escape slightly after noon.


urm, He, whom had been gone from my life for the longest time ever, is back. so it seems that he's not letting go and............. the rest is history. and I'm not sure what's next. oh sorry to the rest of urm... i guess i'll just keep it to myself. anyways i had the worst pedicure ever for year 2009. my toenails now looking damn fugly puh-lease.

and the best news i've got, photoshoot which is scheduled on 25 Dec is postponed till further notice. that's a hooorraay for me yea. i've not been to the gym since i've signed up with True fitness 3 weeks ago. i really need to workkkk out wef next week onwards to be prepared for any last min schedule...
i'll be away from xmas eve and be back on sunday noon! till then, daaa!
To alllllll my love, a ho ho ho Merry Xmas baby!
xoxo.

my butterfly feeling flutters 1:31:00 AM




Thursday, December 17
I wanna drive Audi! I wanna be slimmer! I wanna be with...

Time flies pretty fast this week. Another weekend is coming!
Last weekend was just awesome.
Well, 12 Dec was spent differently this time.
It was not the same. It wasn’t like how ‘we’ used to wish each other…
Anyways, it was a good night out. I felt like a princess:))
My friend’s Audi is sooo cooooool please. I wanna drrrriiivvve that car!

We headed off to Tapas Tree for a late dinner and drinks. They served good tapas but not very good strawberry margarita, that's pretty disappointing. So I had my next glass at Cuba Libre, this time round, it was frozen mint and it was HEAVEN. The live band was cool too. They played latin/spanish kinda thang. We hung out at The Pump Room for a while and yes I must agree with my boss that the live band is sensational.

Clarke quay was somehow not as crazy like the usual, due to Zoukout I supposed. So yea, the leftovers whom probably can’t get tix or just don’t feel like going, were hanging around CQ (including myself!)

On a separate note, I was just informed that my next photoshoot will be on 25 Dec! a week from now? Wthhh!! I’m going for a trip! I really dunno how. I have not been on diet and hitting the gym lately (same old thing).

My main concern; will I fit into the costumes?


If only, NOW I am still like this.


Sighs.

Argggh, don't wanna think already!

i wanna look forward for a gooood friday tomorrow! Xmas party in the office baby! and after that! :)

it wasn't so easy but it wasn't that tough either.

my butterfly feeling flutters 6:10:00 PM




Tuesday, December 8
my morning rants.

The super gorgeous heel I bought yesterday was indeed a killer.
It cuts into my skin like nobody’s business. Rarr!
Anyways, I hope with the help of dear plasters, it helps my feet to still look ever so pretty in that gorgeous pair.

I am in no mood to work cos’ I am effing worried about my fitting tomorrow. Please make me fit into the costumes. I am so distracted with many things. Super goood exciting stuff that is. I can’t wait for the long awaited lunch with the best friend. It’s happening soon right. Sorry for the delay hun. Been busy like a superstar heh. Not! We’ll definitely do lunch on Thurs yaw! I’ve got ya your Xmas gift too!

Oh Friday baby please come fast, its girls-just-wanna-have-fun-night! Well, it does gonna be a great time catching up, looking good and a whole loads fun & laughter yea. Tentative plans were to have dinner at the flyer but I decided to meet up with the girls instead! So let’s just push that for another time I guess.

Pretty good plans coming ahead, oh don’t just everyone love December? To make things all the more merrier, my awesome boss has declared that we’re closing on the eve of Xmas and NYE! How cool is that please? Aaaaaawwweeesomenesss! Now, it’s time to plan for a short getaway. I’ve already got invites yaw! For a short getaway is never a problem but I dun wanna create a stir or the wrong idea yea, so a deep thought to that please.

Okay, as much as i dun want to, I’ll have to get back to work now. Sighs.
Talk soon.

Cheers,
Glamdoll

Hey, it feels like signing off from an email.
Haa.

my butterfly feeling flutters 11:11:00 AM




Monday, December 7
Let love find us.

First thing first, the previous entry sounds ridiculously hilarious.

Here's a proper post.


Love is difficult to define. How do you avoid confusing it with infatuation or lust?

Love is much more than a risk, but is a risk that one can take and grasp and fall into a dark abyss or dig oneself a hole and only crawl back when you overcome your emotions.How can one truly define what love is? Not even an experienced person can truly grasp or explain love to its truest and deepest meaning. Its concepts are just a never ending story of an open book of experiences. But love does lie in one's heart, where memories are but shadows lingering in your soul.

Love is characterized by the desire to want good things for that person no matter what. And you're willing to work out your problems together. And you can hardly breathe when you're around them. Even though you may see them all the time or hardly ever, it's as if you get that rush of what you felt when you got your first kiss.

Sometimes I ponder why it’s so easy for men to think or even expressed that they have fallen for someone in an instant. On another hand, why are some men or rather a man so ignorant? I simply fail to comprehend that. Well, it seems that it’s hard to hold on when you aren’t sure of what you want in life. I simply feel that there’s no closure to what is going on right now. And I presumed that you love to let things hanging for like the longest time ever?

For now, I am not going to say much. I’m pretty sure you know how it was back then till where we had been so far. I have no idea how long you want things to keep hanging. Perhaps, you may think the exact damn thing that I’m thinking about you now. Well I dunno, I guess I’m done thinking.


As much as I don’t want to, but I’m almost letting go off my hand, but if you reach out, I’ll promise to hold tight. *shrugs & sighs*

On separate note, i personally feel that life is all about choosing what we want in life. It may seem fun, but at the end of the day it's about feeling right with that someone. Feeling right and over the moon for the longest time ever! Not just for a year or two and that's it. like fuck the whole idea of being together till eternity and love turns out to be something damn nasty and it's all about ego. No-no. that's wrong honey. Wake up!!!

Sometimes I dunno if i should be thankful, cry happy tears or just be pleased?

xoxo

my butterfly feeling flutters 1:36:00 AM




Tuesday, December 1
Je ne suis pas céder. Même si je veux, c'est tellement.

Je vive de rappeler comment nous avons donc follement amoureux. Ne pas vous souvenir ? Nous sommes allés à travers une série de la bataille d'être ensemble. Nous avons bataillé véritable être ensemble. Nous avons utilisé pour continue sur quoi. Qu'est-il arrivé maintenant à notre amour ?

Je me dis que je suis jamais va donner en ce moment. Je réfléchir si c'est ce que je veux vraiment. Je ne suis pas certain. J'ai utilisé pour vous assurer ainsi que de nous, mais pas plus. Tout est maintenant imprécise. Je peut être voir de nouvelles personnes, mais à l'arrière de moi, d'une certaine façon la pensée de vous toujours subsiste. Tous les souvenirs de nous est venue inondations à nouveau par le biais de mon esprit. J'ai envie relâchant, vraiment faire.

Sort laisser prendre choses sur son propre et c'est tout à vous et le sort. Je vais va être forte et ne va pas être inquiété plus. Je ne wanna soin. s'il y a nous, il doit être. mais si l'on n'est pas, qu'il soit ensuite.

Bien que nous avons utilisé pour le souhaitent, si les choses ne sont pas va travail out, il est inutile, que je suppose.

Il se trouve maintenant sur vous.

Je suis presque relâchant désactiver ma main maintenant. mais si vous atteignez, je vais tenir serré.

my butterfly feeling flutters 11:08:00 AM




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