I'm not in the best mood now. I'm feeling sick to my stomach. the thought of it came flooding thru my mind earlier and i just can't help it but feels so troubled and just wanna end all these.

I wonder if he's faithful. Is he's out partying hard after his exams? or just whatever.

i hope you know your grounds and i am not wasting half of my life being faithful to you and always thinking about your well being. I hope i am not a fool for love. Please do not take me for granted.

Well, all this could possibly be my negative thoughts but i can't help it and have this sudden thinking.

Love is all about trust but then again, there's a saying, never trust anyone. (does that include your love ones? ~ I freaking have no idea!)

Dammit, why am i feeling so doubtful?