I missed my lappy. and i'm not sure where the hell it is now.
I effing hate my desktop. oh no, this is the boyfriend's desktop.
So to the boyfriend;
I hate your desktop!!!! or is it the connection? whatever it is, it's effing slow and it's driving me nuts.

and i'm in confusion yet again. Another talk earlier, another half hearted moments.

I'd thought that the final decision has been made. But. But. But. and a thousand buts is running through my mind now.

so, what now?

Dear God, will U show me the way?