Make this the Best Move please.
 

 That's me and the boyfriend. 
Today. As in, now.
My heart is screaming; (totally unrelated to the boyfriend & I)
"My mind is blank as for now.
I hope that I've made the right choice. 
The wise choice.
And this is the BEST move.
I couldn't make up my mind.
I have been confused for the past few days.
Things are gonna be different. A huge different. 
It ain't easy making up my mind. 
It's been almost 3 long years here. 
And it's gonna end soon. say in less than a month from now.
Sometimes I wonder, I wanna leave, I so wanna to, 
but at the same time, I wanna stay. 
 
I truly appreciate U for wanting me to stay. I really do.
I truly appreciate the time you've spent talking to me for hours.
I will never forget that Friday, this morning, the expressions, 
and everything else.
 
Anyways, everything has been said and done. 
Just one thing I'm hoping for. 
I hate regrets. So, Please, don't show up after I'd step outta here."
It wasn't easy. It wasn't easy at all.