I am so extremely shocked when my colleague told me that Megan Fox is a man! i shook my head in disbelief and google it! I found some article about it but i refused to believe it. I guess the website is a spoof. It sure is!

Bf and i watched 'Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen' on saturday, and she was fuming hot in it! seriously. How can this woman here be a man? Tell me? No way!

It's been 2 days since he's gone. I was exhilarated when I received his text on sunday morning, his text to tell me that he has safely touched down in Australia, Tasmania, in the comfort of his room. I cried when i read his text. wth right?

Our first MSN was few hours ago while I was eating a watermelon and suddenly I saw a msg from him, i was like smiling from ear to ear and dumped that piece of fruit away. Haha. I just missed him so much. Oh God! I missing him like a child misses her blanket.

His bestfriend sent me this picture earlier. The last pic before he took off on that teary saturday. Sobs...

*imagined this, me, running with my heels in that dress, trying to find where was he at? I had to ask around, until there's this auntie who helped me with the directions;

Auntie: "Where are you gng?"

Me: (trying to catch my breath) "ah..departure hall, flight to Australia? Qantas?

Auntie: "ohh, it's just upstairs, be careful with your heels."

I feel as though i'm in some kind of drama, trying to stop someone before leaving the country. the ones always happens in sad love story. haha.

Alright, I'm leaving office soon. Gonna be having dinner with mum, dad & sis at Pastamania.

Loves.

miss u like crazy.

After many weeks of counting down to this very day, the day that i dreaded most, it came eventually. And there he goes, to achieve his dream. Holy Diver that is. My love will only be back 3 months later. I had a teary saturday, from breakfast with him to movie, (we watched Transformers 2, he's dying to watch that!) and to part with him when I was in the cab on my way home (I had to get home to change for a wedding) and lastly when we still managed to sent him off at the airport. I merely was not able to make it to see him off but luckily I or rather we were just in time. just before he checked in. That hug, that kiss, that smile. I'm so gonna miss all of that. I stood there while he waved and waved back and us. For a moment, I couldn't really move. His bestfriend looked and me and said that "Don't worry, he'll be fine." I froze there while hot tears streamed down my cheeks continuously. For now I am feeling quite alright. The last cry was in the car when i remembered vividly when we held hands before he left.

This being my first long distance r/s, I am hoping that we are strong enough to get things going. But i have to admit one thing; i worry too much. maybe it's just me. i have always been worrying on even the most slightest things. We've pledged our love for each other and may God be with us to go through times like this. and keep our love strong no matter how far we are. They said it's all about trust and faith. I've got to believe in that. I have to.

Dear, I hope you'll have a safe flight.
I'm gonna wait for your text when you're safely landed in Tasmania.
I'm gonna wait for our webcam session.
I'm gonna wait for you.
I'll wait.

my diver bf, 4th from left with the 'peace' sign.

The news has been spread all over the world and almost everyone is feeling it. The lost of the King of Pop. Michael Jackson is dead.

I was extremely shock when I saw the news about MJ, the king of pop who dies at the age of 50. Mum being his fan was taken aback when I told her about MJ’s demise over the phone earlier. It’s pretty upsetting and thinking of how he had become over the years from his younger days when he was a popular music's premier all-around performer in the 1980s.

Sadly, as years went by, he became an increasingly freakish figure, a middle-aged man-child weirdly out of touch with grown-up life. His skin became lighter, his nose narrower, and he spoke in a breathy, girlish voice. I would have thought he would be way more better looking when he was truly himself before all the surgeries and skin lightening. And episode of his life continued with the accusation of plying a 13-year-old cancer survivor at Neverland in 2003, with alcohol and groping him, and of engaging in strange and inappropriate behavior with other children. The case followed years of rumors about the late MJ and young boys. In a TV documentary, he acknowledged sharing his bed with children, a practice he described as sweet and not at all sexual.

Anyways, I don’t know which is true or whatsoever but I am sympathetic about his life, everything that he went through to which of those that the media had brought to the attention of the public. The news that he converted to Islam was a shocker to me as I never thought that he would've chose Islam. I would think that it’s a wise choice that he had faith in this beautiful religion. Whatever it may be, now that he has transcended us, may he rest in peace. May he be blessed.

On another note to a woman who is quite selfless and heartless to the demise of MJ:

I hate you and I really do. The way you talk and everything about you, you self-seeker. Seriously, you’re a really mean person and incredulously lewd and it’s written all over your face. At this instance, I really feel like killing you. I am so imagining things right now. Anyways, I shall just ignore your nonsensical acts which disgust me.

On a totally totally sad note, tomorrow he will be flying off to Australia, and we are down to only tonight to spend the time together. I’m sure we’ll be having a great time. Dinner, and the next will be 3 months later. Movie, and the next will be 3 months later. Damn, it’s gonna be 3 freaking months without you!

We watched 'Drag me to hell' after such a stressful day at work just now. I simply loved it! I have to admit, the ending did fall short and was not very much as i predicted, i wanted a happy ending for Christine Brown but sadly she was dragged to hell still! Overall I had a lot of fun (the sreaming of course!) at this movie. Someof the scares we could see coming and made me jumped, there were plenty of surprises gooey enough to make me squirm and kept me tugging on him and hiding my face on his chest! and there's a twist of a comedy in between which makes it kinda interesting. Diabolically entertaining i must say. Awesome! I think this movie comes best after Slumdog Millionaire. The rest that i've watched did not made much of an impact that will make me blog about it. For instance, 'Blood' which we caught last week, failed miserably as a vampire story. Left us with a big question mark at the end of the show. wth. Anyways, we truly enjoyed the movie this evening and I guess, the next thriller movie to watch would be 'The Final Destination'.

11 days left with you.

Lately, I am on attempt to cut down my portion of meals or skipping meals but I failed miserably. Discipline please!

But, on a happier note, I am more disciplined on my exercise routine. I have been rather active on my new hobby. Been jogging A LOT lately and spending my mornings (weekends) / nights (weekdays) at the gym too. Last night was just a short exercise regime. 30 minutes, because of some freak. Anyways, I planned to jog on every alternate day at least. So it means tomorrow will be my next jogging session. Gonna be having dinner (a healthy one I hope) and movie with him tonight, and yup, we’re planning to jog together tomorrow. So yeah, I am so hoping I will see the upshot soon. soooon!

I'm anticipating for 25 Jul 09. It's gonna come real fast before i know it's here. But first thing first, i needa loose at least 10kg please. Today is the real start. TODAY!

I'm back from the super heaty scorching hot flea. It's crazy. It's unbearable-ly hot. I had an uneven tan. how cool is that? It's totally off!! but overall, it was fun indeed. Mum, Dad, Sis and my 3 other dears worked in a team and really helped me allooot. =) and really thank you for that dears, i love you. dinner with you and my family was a nice one. I loved it! I'm upload-ing pix at FB. well will do it here someday when i'm free.

I'm exhausted!