It was a last minute plan. Somehow I felt kind of edgy, jumpy, anxious, worried and tense. There were feelings. I felt something; I knew he felt it too. It’s been so long that it has been this way. No closure and just left hanging. My heart raced on fast pace when I talked to him. And when he smiled, I felt sad. I am so sad indeed. For all that has come to pass, he is still there? Wanting to still meet up with me? What is it actually? Could we remain friends and not lovers for now till the end of time? Could we forget all the feelings we had for? Will it be okay for me to see him with someone else? Will it be alright for me to love him as a friend and will everything be okay? Are we better off as friends? Are we??? I dunno!!! It's kinda shitty when you dunno what's next and your vision is blurry. Or I shall just pretend that things are gonna happen naturally...? I need some balancing of the word maybe, cos there's a whole lot of maybes in my daily thoughts these days. This whole thing, those words, they get tangled up in lines in my head.
And yea, he told me that he misses me although he hate me so much for hurting him. What is that supposed to mean please?
Wednesday, March 11
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