Days & months have passed. So much has happened. Even the New Year has long begun. Here I am posting my 1st entry for 2009. For some reasons that I truly can’t imagine that it is happening now, I am sitting here feeling so lost out of the world. Words can never express what I am feeling at this very moment or for the past week. I am so worn-out of all the almost unforgettable episode of this drama. Shall I say this must be the last episode? Today. Now. At this very moment, my gut feeling is telling me that the end is near. It’s been damn long ever since I felt this poignant-disturbing-lifeless doll. Oh well, what can I say, true colours emerged at a later stage. So now it is I presumed. Gotta wait a lil’ more before the story unfolds.