Days & months have passed. So much has happened. Even the New Year has long begun. Here I am posting my 1st entry for 2009. For some reasons that I truly can’t imagine that it is happening now, I am sitting here feeling so lost out of the world. Words can never express what I am feeling at this very moment or for the past week. I am so worn-out of all the almost unforgettable episode of this drama. Shall I say this must be the last episode? Today. Now. At this very moment, my gut feeling is telling me that the end is near. It’s been damn long ever since I felt this poignant-disturbing-lifeless doll. Oh well, what can I say, true colours emerged at a later stage. So now it is I presumed. Gotta wait a lil’ more before the story unfolds.

This comes a lil way too late. But i don't care, this is my Hello for Twenty Ten.

This is a time for reflection as well as celebration.
As I look back on the past year and all that has taken place in my life,
Remembering each experience for the good that has come of it

and for the knowledge I have gained.
Remembering the efforts I have made and the goals I have reached.
Remembering the love I have shared and the happiness I have brought.
Remembering the laughter, the joy, the hard work, and the tears.
And as I reflect on the past year, also be thinking of the new one to come,
(which has obviously made it's way through)

And it's all about how everything should fall into the right places on each journey, on every little step I will make.

Nye! I had an awesome pre-new year party with the girls (will sooo upload the photos next time), so i had quite a quiet new year eve! Could have met YOU after the fireworks, but screwed the network jam! but we had one hell of a time on new year's day itself baby! we made it up and it was aawweesome well-spent time together. one hell of a hot-date heh.