Friday, May 9
It was our anniversary…how sweet of him to surprise me with the pizza’s hut combo and my all time fav. curry zazzle baked rice for lunch! he and his sweet (frequent) surprises nvr fails to make me smile…well, it was the 7th of May 2008, the day that marks our 6th year together… Many unforgettable memories. Many (a few actually, perhaps major ones) unwanted incidents.. that we wished it did not occurred but it happened anyway, and here we are now, facing the greatest ordeal ever. A bizarre love triangle. Till this day, I am so disappointed at myself for letting u down. Like I said many times before. How I wished I could just skip this part of life and just live on like it nvr happened. That there will only be u and me and no other. Your true love truly amazes me. For so much has happened, you are still there, hanging on, on a very thin line of hope. The hope for us to be together happily, like those times before this. Seeing you smile, at times, brings tears to me, cos in that smile I see there’s so much joy and hope for us to be happy. I know u really want this r/s to work. Like those time before it shattered. I am one lucky girl, I must say. for all has happened, u nvr lost faith in me, u stood by me and still holding on for me to be yours.. what more to be yr wife…? It’s something that I am not ready to commit. You seemed to be too sure about it, but I’m just to afraid to face what come may. I want to be with the one I love, not the one that I used to love. But, the one I love, are u the one for me? It’s not that that there’s no love now. But it’s just so different. I really appreciate all the little sweet things u did for me, I really do. But to which direction am I heading to? I am clueless to this very day. Time has waited for me for a lil’ bit too long. And they say time waits for no one. But I really need time!! I ain’t too sure if I shud just let nature takes it cause…or just sit here and wait for miracle to happen? Oh damn! Hw frustrating is that?!
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