Damn f*cking agitated!!! Wth!!all pix taken on his 23rd bday is all gone!!! I was uploading all the pix to my bloody com and at the same time, out of stupidity and blurness, I delete ALL the pix from the XD card!!!! (only left my pix alone took before meeting him!far right). Can't even open the image! F*ucking errors and wat not!! and now none of the memories of it are left for reminisces. Now, there’s really nothing to remember.and it’s true I guess cos this is one of the bday that he really doesn’t want to remember cos of all the sadness that he's feeling. Am happy that u loved the buffet spread, the place and the prezzie and all but wat's missing... was it my love? and u said it was our eternal love...nevertheless I was contented when I saw u beamed with ur dimple smile and I knew ur heart was racing so fast when u were surrounded by that big group of ppl singing for u that ‘carlberg’version of bday song. I wished I could have make it a happier one if only I have decided. I’m sorry b.
