Tuesday, March 25
It’s harder than I thought it wud be. I’m shutting myself from u n u. I know it’s tough for all of us now. But I guess this wud be the best way for me to understand my feelings for u, w/o having the pressure from both sides. I wonder why love is such a thing that complicates our hearts when we know we should/should not be together. Sometimes, True love is found in a short period of time and instantly, u felt IT. U just want to be with that One person but somehow u can’t. At another point, where r’ship has been going strong for a long time but at a certain point, everything seems so vague. It’s a big blow for the one who is standing strong but eventually it came crumbling down. I have to admit that the r’ship won’t be falling apart if BOTH parties are holding on so strong but it’s so unpredictable when u caught urself in a situation where u simply fall in love with someone u thought that u should have met ages ago. But wait. U still do love the one who has been standing there for u for the many years ago and it’s way way too hard to end it. After all the ups and down and all those memories together, I felt it’s wrong to dump all that behind. It’s not a good thing to be feeling all of these now. It’s breaking me up. It really does. It’s been dragging way too long and I’m causing great stress on all of us now. It crossed my mind that I would never ever could have let this happened. But, life/love is so unpredictable. Guess it’s all fated. I want to just love one person. Please let it happen.
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